Sunday 24 February 2013

Falling in love again!

In two different world we lived..
no connection existed..yet i found you...
wanting to share all my life with a person...i dint even know you...

i was sure i wont fall in love again..
until i found you...from that day..my life changed..
i wished to to tell you every bit of whats going on in my life..
to share and live my dreams with you..
i was afraid when someone asked me..if i really love you..
i trembled to speak, i blushed,
i dint know what to say..
i dint know what you really mean to me..
from the same day..i started thinking of it that way...
am i really falling for you..or have i fallen already...
i was afraid..."LOVE" and me...again..
i was not able to digest the fact..

days passed and yes i accepted...you do hold a soft corner in my heart..
you are really someone special to me..
whenever i think of you...i just only wish to be with you...

but my mind dint allow this...
it started contradicting my heart..
every time i thought of US being together..
it always questioned me..
is this right?
and i always ended up crying...

its fear that doesn't allow me..
i cant afford to loose you..
cause for me..word "love" means "you"..
you always say you love me...
and you'll love me till eternity..

i wish..i wish all that you say comes to be true..
cause be it reality or dream..
now i just wish to love you...love you for TRUE! <3







Friday 15 February 2013

Speechless!

Not too far, Not too fake..
misused the time,
you are not here..its my mistake,

you were like sand grains in hand..
the more i tighten, the more you fell..

neither did i tell you then,
what i feel for you...
nor did i stop you..
just to have a last view..

I really am sorry, for whatever I've done..
but cant help it..
cause to speak at that moment i dint have the guts...

for now as you've gone...I realize..
you were so special in my life..

every day i miss you more..
just waiting, wishing ,
to get your hold...

i requested a lot to my heart,
 to tell you the feelings i had for you..
but you were like the waves on the sea shore,
which comes for a moment... touches you life and again go..

but no worries, No cry,
'cause am sure...
the full moon will again come and lit up my sky!