Speechless!

Not too far, Not too fake..
misused the time,
you are not here..its my mistake,

you were like sand grains in hand..
the more i tighten, the more you fell..

neither did i tell you then,
what i feel for you...
nor did i stop you..
just to have a last view..

I really am sorry, for whatever I've done..
but cant help it..
cause to speak at that moment i dint have the guts...

for now as you've gone...I realize..
you were so special in my life..

every day i miss you more..
just waiting, wishing ,
to get your hold...

i requested a lot to my heart,
 to tell you the feelings i had for you..
but you were like the waves on the sea shore,
which comes for a moment... touches you life and again go..

but no worries, No cry,
'cause am sure...
the full moon will again come and lit up my sky!