7 March '2015
                           

                                 

Sisterhood!!

To me you are an angel in disguise ,

sometimes stupid , sometimes silly ,

And at times super wise...

Standing by me in all the bad and the good times...

 

we argue and bicker...

and make each other mad...

but if you weren't there in my life,

life would become a barren land..

 

we laugh till we cry...

And cry till we laugh again..

and the reasons...I really don’t know why!

 

we can act stupid..

make fun of each other..

dance and scream...

and do all the random shit...

not caring about anyone, anything or where we stand..

with you..i enjoy my life to the fullest!

 

its all bout the looks we give to each other,

bout the names we call,

the way you tease me..and I scream..

saying..I don’t need you..no more..

and you don’t even take a second to say..that's not true..

and hug me with all the love in your heart and we live the moment again...

 

you're an opponent, a teammate, a fan in the stands..

Like looking in a personality mirror, I reflect you, you reflect me..

 

with you...I share my deepest secrets...

funniest moments..idiotic jokes..

and all the nonsense I have to speak...

you are the only one to hear'em all ears...

with not even a single slightest mood of irritation..

 

 It pains me to see you leave,

But I'll never forget what I've learned through the years we've gone through...

It hurts me to know,

After awhile you'll confide in someone else, not me..

 

but we'll always be there for each other,

Even after the end in the heaven comes..

Its a promise to always stay true to our bond as one and won’t ever let go..

Love you! :) 

                           

Falling in love again!

In two different world we lived..
no connection existed..yet i found you...
wanting to share all my life with a person...i dint even know you...

i was sure i wont fall in love again..
until i found you...from that day..my life changed..
i wished to to tell you every bit of whats going on in my life..
to share and live my dreams with you..
i was afraid when someone asked me..if i really love you..
i trembled to speak, i blushed,
i dint know what to say..
i dint know what you really mean to me..
from the same day..i started thinking of it that way...
am i really falling for you..or have i fallen already...
i was afraid..."LOVE" and me...again..
i was not able to digest the fact..

days passed and yes i accepted...you do hold a soft corner in my heart..
you are really someone special to me..
whenever i think of you...i just only wish to be with you...

but my mind dint allow this...
it started contradicting my heart..
every time i thought of US being together..
it always questioned me..
is this right?
and i always ended up crying...

its fear that doesn't allow me..
i cant afford to loose you..
cause for me..word "love" means "you"..
you always say you love me...
and you'll love me till eternity..

i wish..i wish all that you say comes to be true..
cause be it reality or dream..
now i just wish to love you...love you for TRUE! <3

Speechless!

Not too far, Not too fake..
misused the time,
you are not here..its my mistake,

you were like sand grains in hand..
the more i tighten, the more you fell..

neither did i tell you then,
what i feel for you...
nor did i stop you..
just to have a last view..

I really am sorry, for whatever I've done..
but cant help it..
cause to speak at that moment i dint have the guts...

for now as you've gone...I realize..
you were so special in my life..

every day i miss you more..
just waiting, wishing ,
to get your hold...

i requested a lot to my heart,
 to tell you the feelings i had for you..
but you were like the waves on the sea shore,
which comes for a moment... touches you life and again go..

but no worries, No cry,
'cause am sure...
the full moon will again come and lit up my sky!

My heart is for SALE!

My heart is for sale,

but this world is fake,

there is no buyer...

I gave you my heart for that one smile,

and all i got is tears in my eyes,

I gave you my heart for that one song,

but that happy heart din't stay for long...

My heart is for sale,

but this world is fake,

there is no buyer...

I gave you my heart ,

 and expected nothing more than little love..

but as you are also a part of this fake world,

you broke my trust..

My heart is for sale,

but this world is fake,

there is no buyer..

There is no place for emotions in this world,

all those who exchange their feelings for love,

get nothing more than hurt..

My heart is for sale,

but this world is fake,

there is no buyer...

Have you felt "love" lately?

You are someone special to me..
What!..i don't know..
how much!.. i cant explain..

I really don't know what i feel for you..
its just that..

when i see you 'smile'...

i feel like the whole world is smiling with me...
when you share your happiness with me..
i get that 'happy feeling'...

when i see you 'cry'...

i wish to cure all your wounds...

to sit with you..
move away anything,everything
that'd hurt you..

I really don't know what i feel for you..
its just that..

when you speak to me..
the world goes silent..i just hear you!

when you hold my hand...
I feel like am on '7th heaven'...
that moment i wish would end never..!

i really don't know what i wish to say to you...
its just that..

when you're not near,

i feel like dying..
when you get away...whole world seems to turn fake!

i wanna say so much to you..
still..when i speak to you..
i wish to say nothing!

sometimes i wish if i could tell you...
how much do i love you..
but then,

sometimes i wish to wait for 'that day' to come..
when you'll understand...what i don't speak!

I know, you know...you just know it all...
just wanna ask you today..

Have you felt  "LOVE"  lately? ;)

"happy" realisation! ;)

Its been such a long time since i visited this site or posted something...college and exams kept me occupied..
don't know why...but when i came over again...read all the past posts..
i realized...i actually did miss it!! :)

i keep writing stuff in my dairy...but was being a lazy one to come online and post it...
but reading posts encourages me yet again!
for me this site takes a really different view...
i feel, this is the place i can pen down all my feelings...no matter what!
No body to bother yet got some people to appreciate...
you get so many unknown friends to share your thoughts..and people here respect'em!

all in a line...this place is a different land of inttelectual people...who talk sense!! :D